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moved

2009-06-04T18:22:58Z

To recap again, I have moved my journal here little_goldfish. For those that might have missed it.

back

2009-05-13T02:25:10Z

I be a permanent resident of Canada now.

ffxi entry

2009-05-07T04:14:26Z

New FFXI entry here. Going to keep my journal going for now. More to follow.

Webby Design

2009-04-24T05:43:10Z

Do any of you lovelies do Web Design career wise? I've thrown the idea of going for a Media College Major around in my head for years, but after doing some freelance, I didn't like the idea of...well doing it freelance heh. I've also done some work for my boyfriends mothers book site years ago.. (so ignore the old layout, it's not nearly one of my best.) and it was somewhat fun, but frustrating at the same time (not going to lie). I didn't mind it so much because I got a lot more creative freedom. I did do the most tacky website ever for something that seemed very much like a pyramid scam back in 2006 -_-. (thinking back) He wanted it tacky...with American flags slapped all over it, and I died a little inside when he said that hehe. I made very little for any of these projects, since I undersold my work. And thinking back, I was a wad for doing so, as way more work goes into making a website than people who have no experience in it think. It's infuriating when I name a price, and they are like "I'll go elsewhere."...good luck, any legit person will charge you a lot more than me.

However, thinking of working within a company environment seems a bit more appealing to me. I just don't want to do the whole "6 month contract" crap that most people in the "Art" fields have to.

Seneca teaches a media arts program that centers around it, as well as Sheridan, and they are 1-2 year courses, which is also appealing. I also know a fair amount about design already, granted, I know I will be completely lost on some parts, but I am a fast learner. I already know I can get into Seneca, since I had gotten accepted there in 2006...wish I had the money to go at the time....Sheridan is litreally across the street from Austin's apartment, which is also very appealing. :)

I just never settled on web-design stuff because it seemed like I would be making a hobby into work...and I wasn't sure it would bode well. However, the prospect is appealing when I think about it in an office setting.

In other news. I've got a new blog set up and ready to go. I'll be starting over new if this May thing goes well in NYC. I want to start with a clean slate..sort of re-invent myself since nobody knows me here. :) I look forward to it. *crosses fingers*

Day 3

2009-04-23T07:31:42Z

Day 3 of no Soda. >< Not dealing too well considering I've become dependent on it for energy. I've had a headache for the past two days, and have slept most of the time due to complete lack of energy. Needless to say, my moods have been quite.......well I've been moody.
It's interesting how something so stupid can become such a habit hehe. Like Coffee I suppose. Or tea, in Austin's case....he loves his tea.

Deleted this part of my entry because it's really not worth it to rant like that. Bottom line : I will be cutting down on my raiding in WoW.

Other than this. I've printed off a few hundred pages of old Livejournal entries proving correspondence between Austin and me. I'm not going to get my previous workplace letters because they don't seem to apply to my case. I do have old pay-stubs I can take if they need proof I worked at these places though. The Embassies response, that took 1 1/2 weeks to get mind you, was literally two lines telling me the same as the paper. -_- I'm taking all these emails and such I sent, as proof that I tried to get answers from people, and got NO help, just in case I have to prove something. It's a shame they don't answer questions for people who legimately need help....It's not a very caring thing to do....

This week will be spent rounding up all my papers and updating whatever needs to be updated. Getting everything in chronological order, getting my letters from parents, family and friends here....and then waiting out the day I fly to NYC. I'm going to be more and more nervous as it gets closer...so perhaps I should back off from WoW before I freak out and totally make everyone hate me...:(
This weekend I think we're going to take Sunday off and head to Watertown. I want to go shopping in the States since I know the stores better there hehe, and also get an Auntie Annes pretzel. <3 (After working there for 3 years in the past, I still love them. lol)

Also, I realize Aus and I need to take more pictures. :) I can be like those other Myspace peeps with an assload of pointless images! :D http://www.myspace.com/theflyingtwinkie

some minor life changes

2009-04-20T05:44:14Z

Despite my nerves as my interview date moves closer and closer... *bites nails* I have decided to start my "life changes" a bit early. Taking baby steps and such. First thing on my agenda, giving up soda. Honestly, I drink far too much soda and it's pretty much the only reason I'm not a string bean. I noticed I put on some weight over the winter and wish to get it off asap. Being skinnier will help boost my confidence A LOT. At the risk of sounding vain, I know I have a semi-pretty face, so I want a semi-pretty body to go with it. :) I have always had self-confidence issues, and I think feeling better about how I look (and feeling better and healthier overall) will really shoot it up. :) I use soda as a comfort drink far too much. -_- Otherwise, I eat healthier than most. I know soda is what's keeping the weight on. All that sugar is not healthy..

So, starting tomorrow, I will be giving it up for 1 month. I'm doing it in time spurts to make it feel less "forever". heheh I doubt after having 0 pop during that time will make me want to go back. :) I may be somewhat moody for the next week or two though...but I will deal. :D

Have not heard a response for my questions yet. If I hear nothing back by the end of this week, the weekend will be spent running around Wilkes Barre trying to get as much as I can from employers. I have some old pay stubs laying around, and will need my tax info from 2006...I think I have tax info from then since I stopped working that year. I hope I can find it all....I just don't want to go to this thing looking like an unprepared wanker.

I love Austin so much, and I'm really excited, and scared to death at the same time. I just want to settle down and have a life with him finally. I'm scared that they will reject my application, it would break both our hearts to have to continue with this long distance relationship any longer than we have. It's really hard folks, I will not lie, and it's not for everyone, but coming from people like us, who have been in one for several years if you are in love, you will know it, because if you aren't you wouldn't go through such lengths to be with each other. :)

24 days

2009-04-17T20:29:33Z

My interview at the Canadian Embassy in New York City is 24 days away. I'm starting to freak out a bit. I feel like I'm going to be on the trial of my life, even though what I've read online, it's not that horrible. The "Documents List" they gave me in a small wad of papers confuses the hell out of me though. They put something about wanting Letters from previous employers, I'm not sure how relivent that is to family class. I looked on various websites and they made no mention of bringing anything like that, it's only listed under business class. Also, they just stuck in a form about a criminal background check, which I had done already, so.....do I like, have to get another one done, or what? They didn't explain that...:( Even if I do have to get one done again, it wouldn't be back in time (even if I had done it as soon as I got that letter) so not sure what's going to happen there.

I wrote an email to the NYC embassy with my case number and everything. The form only allows for 250 words...so I try to make it as short and to the point as possible. Then I click send, I get a notice saying it may take up to 28 days to answer my email.....*Cries*

I just want to know exactly what pertains to my case and exactly what I should bring....the packet of papers is so confusing. :(

The thing about the previous employers isn't a HUGE deal I guess, but I'm not sure if RCN even exists anymore, let alone who to contact for an official letter....I could get Bev from Aunti Anne's to write a letter from there and Lowes...they're weird, I'm not sure if they will give me something liek that, since I know they said if you use them in a reference for another job literally all they can say is "Vicky worked here." and thats it. They are bound by legal mumbo jumbo because of lawsuits in the US and they are a very large company. Everything is "Will we get sued? " .... People are so sue happy in the US...it's really sad. I really just feel weird about asking them for something that pertains to me so personally, I don't like having my old bosses know about my personal life, I like to keep work (at least with supervisors) un-personal. I do also, have some old pay stubs (hurray for never cleaning out my car ...) to prove I worked at these places though. I guess if I don't get a reply from the question place in time, I could take those. ( I will either way just to be safe.)

Also, I think for more proof, I will be using my blog(s) as reference to the times I visted. (It will help explain how I was able to list the rough estimate of days.) Thank goodness I kept some record of this, I hadn't thought to, but it just happened to work out that I blogged... :)

We broke up....

2009-04-01T17:22:24Z

Do I REALLY need to "LoL" at this? :D

"County and Western music....I understand it now..."

*falls over laughing*

This what kind of email I get from Aus at work =/

2009-03-26T18:17:32Z

Austin versus all odds: Chapter 1
So there it was, the mighty 3 headed Pepsi bear. I was all alone now, no companions to assist me in my conquest of its liquid interior.

We paused as we stared at each other, surely it knew the danger as I had a keg tap in my left hand and a large bottle in the other... It knew it's future if it were to lose the battle.

It lunged at me with its straw like claws, I dove under it's belly barely avoiding being drunk myself. I knew I only had one chance to make this work.. it wasn't going to go down without some loss in carbonation.

I nestled the bottle in belt and grasped the tap with both hands, as it turned and roared up a mighty fountain of the glorious Pepsi within, I struck, undeterred from it's display of strength!

I thrust the tap quickly into the back of its top, it's weak spot, and hung onto its mane while it tried to shake me loose. the first chance I had I pulled the bottle from my belt and placed it under the tap, I struck the release valve with my foot and it streamed into the bottle, I had won! I had bested the 3 headed Pepsi bear!

I managed to keep my balance as it fell to the ground so I could finish filling the bottle. The bottle of Pepsi was thus secure for my love, and placed into the fridge as trophy of this mighty conquest!
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Yeah....hehe. At least he can make me laugh in these scary times for me lol. This is his story of going to pick up a bottle of Pepsi from the convenient store below us. -_- "my love" is me apparently lol.

It's all booked

2009-03-24T19:05:31Z

I was not aware they made a new Valkyrie Profile game for the DS. Yet another reason I need to get one I suppose. Looks like they used the original battle system too from the screens I saw. :D I <3 Valkyrie Profile. ^_^

Plane tickets and hotel are booked now. I'm nervous and excited about the New York trip. Relieved too since I don't have to drive with Austin for almost 9 hours (I'm at his house right now.) to get there. No way in hell I'm going to New York alone, and even though it's only 2 1/2 hours from Wilkes Barre, I want him to come with me for moral support. He of course, want's to see the City and such, and I'm sure he will really like it. :) It makes me feel more at ease knowing I will fly there and have everything taken care of for me, no worries on whether I will get across the river on the ferry's and such before the interview time. If I am late, I have ONE chance to reschedule. I don't intend to be late or miss it. *nods*

I'm nervous about being interviewed and probed about if my relationship is genuine. I know it's for the protection of their citizens (Austin) and they're just trying to make sure I'm not trying to pull something, also I'm sure they want to make sure I'm not going to be a drain on their system. Canada needs and wants immigrants, however, I know they want to make sure that those coming in know that it's not all rainbows and lollipops. I probably got flagged for an interview because of my age, the fact we aren't married, the fact that I stay here for such long periods of time, the fact we applied for a conjugal relationship rather than common law (couldn't since I am not allowed to stay here over 6 months without returning to the States.) , the fact that I put an explaination next to the "cohabitated " question. I was just completely honest, I have nothing to hide, I like it here, I stay here with him for as long as I can. :3 And I will be very honest with the interviewer about my intentions. I don't plan to be a financial lump, hell, as soon as this is all done, assuming I get in, I plan to get my ass right into work and school. *nods*

But yep. I hope May comes soon so I can get this over with and we can go from there, be it good or bad news.

To keep my mind off of all of this for the next month and a half, in my spare time, I will be leveling a hunter in WoW. ^_^ I bought all the emblem equipment I could for her and she's now 34. I'm still torn over what type of pet to have though....for now I have a Tiger, and I plan to get a rare spawn blue one from Winterspring later on....but I'm not sure about my other pets. :P

Twilight Vanquisher

2009-03-17T09:18:40Z

I am now "Twilight Vanquisher" Yoli , thanks to a random invite from a Leftovers friend after my Naxx 25 on Saturday. They had a voidwalker tanking Sartharion....the voidy had 71k hp buffed up....o_O I also checked that weird WoW heros site, yet another one that just rates you on gear, and that never accounts to actual skill, but eh. I'm a hair off from being on the big "realm" list, however, filitering out to just the Balance druids, I am #10. Not bad for someone who doesn't do guilds heh. The people above me are in Raiding guilds, a few considered "Hardcore" .... :P

In other news, I have to go to New York city in May for an interview at the Canadian Embassy. Austin's mother saved the day pointing us to a who...3 nights, airfaire and such all together trip. It will be Austin's birthday present.....-_- an extremely generous birthday present, and honeslty, I think poor Austin needs it. :( At first, we were both agreed that it was just too much money to be spent on him, that stubborn "we can do it ourselves fine" mentality set in. Then, after a few hours, it came up again and I guess we were both considering it in our heads some more lol. Flying there would make it a 1 1/2 hour flight compared to over 9 hours in a car.....We would be in a hotel in Manhattan close to where I need to be, for 3 nights, and fly back. I actually gives us something to look forward to for a change, and will make the trip feel like less of a chore. Plus, we really, really need to get out more together, we don't do it much anymore and I think we both really miss running around laughing carelessly, just enjoying each others company. (I miss those times :) )

Now...my only problem. I have to fly. :P I have never been on a plane before so it will be interesting.I've been reading up on palnes and such to help easy any un-easiness I have about it. Millions of people fly...you hear of a an accident like...once every 6 months if even that...? But then again, I'm bad Ju-ju.....-___-

WoW ooo and Disney Stuff

2009-03-09T05:07:33Z

Well tonight I completed my Druids Valorous Tier 7. Just a new ring and a few "side grades" here and there and she's "complete" until Uldar.

Now, I saw what looks to be the Tier 8 and almost threw up at how ugly it is. A fucking Crescent Moon for a helmet....c'mon...... I like having a character who looks cool, not like a Sailor Moon wannabee....=/ I'm seriously considering leveling another DPS job and just putting my druid into retirement for a bit....I don't want to look like a dork....:(

I have a few alts I'm debating leveling a Mage because, I enjoyed the job way back when I had my gnome (I just didn't like being a gnome...-_-) and the Tier 8 looks like something out of Xenogears.... 0_0 I also have a Shaman that I'm growing quite fond of, and a hunter...which would be totally different since it's a non magic caster class. :)

We'll see.

Lately, I've been watching a lot of Disney movies in my boredom. (Not the crap they have been spewing out lately....><) Hunchback of Notre Dame was really "adult" for a modern Disney movie. Pretty sure that movie and Mulan go down as my favorites so far.

However, I watched Fantasia (the old one not "2000" or whatever.) and remembered how much I loved it as a child. No words or anything just loved the musical stories conveyed. :3 I enjoy classical music so it was very relaxing to watch.

Feeling better

2009-02-17T06:34:32Z

Thanks for the comfort on my last friends entry. :( I do appreciate it, and I know it's just because he's a forgetful nerd. :) I was just depressed to begin with lately, and of course, I let my mind wander and that usually makes me get all emotional and self-loathing, thinking somethings wrong, etc.

I woke up this morning to french toast, kisses, and he left chocolates with flowers on my desk where I would find them, even arranged them in a nice "presentation" with the petals around the candy. (He's very big on presentation....><) He apologized and said he couldn't really make up for it but wanted to do something special for me since he knew it was bugging me and he felt bad. (Guess I'm not as good at hiding it as I had previously thought.)

In my heart I know Austin, and I know he didn't mean anything by it. He's been busy at work and he's kind of a mindless dork outside of work hehe, and...well...he's a guy. I kept thinking of all the nice things he's done for me previously and I can't stay mad...>< He means well, and I know he feels really bad, I hope he didn't hear my crying last night. >< I went on one of my emo trips hehe. Though I did sleep on the couch because I didn't want him to see me crying. (I stayed up later last night.) and he probably saw the stupid tissue I fell asleep with. >< Dammit.

Anyway, things are fine and I'm feeling a bit better.

:O

2009-02-13T09:24:30Z

I must have this.

Xenogears goodness

2009-02-10T20:04:54Z

Last night, I spent the majority of my night curled up on the couch with Xenogears. I'm now 8 hours in, I don't think I've sat and played a console for more than an hour since I was 19ish. Makes me realized how crappy the games out today are (story wise) comparatively. I'm on the part where you fight Elly in her gear when she's on "Drive". So I'm close to Fei's next really big "Freak out" with his Id muhahaha. I love Id, even more than Sephiroth as a "Villain" , Graf is my close second.

(and yes Freud is abound in this game to those of you who haven't played it. :) ) Along with Gnostism, some Jewish religion refrences and terms *"Zohar"* , and a lot of refrences to Biblical terms and people, with a twist since it's a different universe. =/ Another game that points out the foley in Christianity and it's teaching. meh. Final Fantasy Tactics was like a big slap in the face to the Christian church as well, I wonder how many people got the point the writers were trying to make there heh. My favorite quote from that game is:

There is no reason why things end.
Were it not so, all would be meaningless.

That pretty much sums up my beliefs there heh.

In case you haven't noticed I'm not a reglious person. :) To me the Bible, which I have read completely by the way, is good fiction. The Moon is not a "light in the sky", the sun doesn't revolve around the earth, the world is not 6,000 years old. It puzzles me how people can still go on believing what they are taught by the church when we have all this proof right in front of us. =/ And don't give me that "you need to have faith" or "God works in mysterious ways" crap. It's just a way for you to say "I don't know" without pointing out the own flaws in your own religion. *sigh* Not going to apologize to those of you who are religous, I believe what I believe, you believe what you believe. :)

On an even nerdier note, some astronomy stuff.

Oh has anyone ever read the actual research and theories on Black Holes? That stuff makes my head spin. Also, trying to grasp the concept that space is infinate makes my head hurt as well. Heh. This is the kind of stuff Austin and I discuss when we go out to dinner, that and WoW, which is even sadder lol.

car

2009-01-23T17:41:22Z

Car is finally fixed. Managed to get it out of the second floor of the underground parking, 590 dollars (thats including the tow) later it's got a new fuel valve and oil change (since it was due for one.)

This should be the last repair bill before I sell it.

More adventures in Cars

2009-01-20T09:24:09Z

Call tow place to get car towed.

"We cannot get underground."

Call several places.

"Can't you just drive it to the surface for the two?"

"If I could DRIVE the car I wouldn't be calling for a TOW now would I!?"

That pretty much sums up my last few days.... =/

Austin go into contact with another company that apparently has an underground truck. We'll see how that pans out, since the guy works the graveyard shift and they want us to call him directly....=/

If it's an extreme amount of money, I will attempt *keyword ATTEMPT*) to start the thing long enough to get it up the ramp to the first floor of the parking garage so they can pull it out with their truck....but I have a feeling it wont last more than a few second before turning off.

After we solve this pickle....we get to find out how much this will COST and what the hell is actually wrong with the car....

I feel like taking a walk downstairs, grabbing a smoke (god I wish I could have a cig. right now... :( ) throwing some gasoline on it and lighting it on fire.... *whistles* (Talking about the car by the way.....I'm so fed up with it...so expensive and we hardly use it.) I can't wait for permanent residence so I can finally SELL it and be rid of it.

*antsy*

My list of stuff to do when I that time does come:
- Start looking for jobs as soon as I get the news online and in the paper. Will take about a week in between to head home since I will most likely be coming back with my father. (selling my car.)

-Head home, get my belongings, get my address changed and mail forwarded

- Grab all those stupid bills I owe on. (Yeah, I was young and stupid. I learned my lesson fast thankfully.) Bring them with me so I can have them forward stuff.

- Unpack and start looking for job.

- Join a Gym since I suck and lack the willpower to stick to exercise at home. I'm getting some excess flab from the WoW playing.At least I'm not the size of a hippo yet....

- Get hair done. I will finally have a reason for my short and spiked hairdo again!

- Job hunt, hopefully find one I can stand. Will be easier since I don't have to worry about Health Insurance here in Canada....as if I could actually be picky!

- First paycheck, buy SOMETHING for the apartment. I want this place to start looking like OUR apartment...not just a massive assortment of hand me down shit that people dumped on us out of pity/or to get rid of their junk without having to haul it/throw it away. First big thing is a new couch, and a coffee table....a pretty oriental rug too when I get themove saved up for it. (I refuse to use credit ever again unless its for a car or house.)

- Majority of money will go toward paying off whats left of my "stupidity" bills. Luckily, it's only about 2-3k worth, and since I will have no other obligations (no car. Austin pays rent. ) other than like a random bill or two I agree to pay (cable and phone perhaps) I will get it paid off in about 5-6 months tops. (the relief is actually washing over me now...just wish this shit would HAPPEN already ...)

- Start saving up money to go back to school. Will probably forgo art (I would be going for almost 7 years....I don't know if I would survive animation and Illustration is a hard living) and go for two years to be a Vet. Tech. I <3 animals, I'm trying to pick something I would find fullfilling vs. what is practical. (Though I do love drawing...I could always take night classes later on in my life...if I REALLY wanted to.)

- My goal in 1 year is to be able to afford a really nice vacation. (like to Venice since Austin liked his time there, and I would love to see it.)

Bed time.
Yeah I know I repeat myself a lot. :P

Wow stuffs

2009-01-12T08:22:49Z

While running heroics/raids with priest and druid, I've met a plethora for new people. oO Majority of them being super nice and skilled. ^^ Both of my characters are getting some good gear, and today a friend of Austin's ingame said he would ask his guild leader if they want my priest's healing services for their Sunday night raids. Meaning I would get to do Naxx 10, OS 10 and Eye of Eternity in one night. ^^ I'm somewhat nervous about it, if I do get to go I want to make a good impression. As far as my Leftover's activities...I've gotten brave enough to sign my druid for a few 25 mans, we'll see how long it takes me to get slotted. Druid is now Moonkin/Balance spec, which I am <3 ing, my damage is pretty high up there too, Austin and I rival each other in damage in certain instances, and I'm now hit capped (well shy of 1 point which I will fix in a day or so) so we'll see how I do in the next raid I do with her.

So game wise I'm doing good. :)

So far have absolutely no desire to mess with FFXi as well. Gave all my stuff to a friend who still plays (last time I checked). All the other people I liked in that game no longer play or play on other servers, so eh.

Real life land...eh...car is still broken. We're going to get it towed and analyzed this Saturday hopefully. I can' t WAIt to see what's wrong with it...and how much it's going to friggin' cost...><

Other real life stuff is getting on my nerves but eh...I deal as usual.

Oh and last weekend, I talked with a friend I hadn't spoken to in about 4 years. :) One of my best friends in high school heh, she's fine and engaged (wow time flies .... I feel so old) and such. We sort of picked up where we left off hehe, that's why I always liked her! I'm going to try to call her once a week or so, maybe two depending on whats new hehehe. It was nice to talk with someone again, but also sort of sad since it made me think of the friends I had lost...and how people have drastically changed. :(

What have I been up to?

2008-11-27T15:59:40Z

Haven't really had anything groundbreaking happen to me lately, hence the lack of blogging. So far basically this is the summary.

Take a trip to Kingston with Austin. Have Saigon. Leave Kingston, head to Watertown New York, look around at the games and Christmas ideas. .
Get to border, the guard is super nice for a change.
Even when I would visit Austin on a weekly basis (was I high or something then....!?) I hated dealing with them.

Austin likes Gertrude Hawk Chocolates. ^_^ They are based in Dunmore PA, a 15 minute drive from where I live. Love their chocolate...it's been awhile since I had it. When I worked at the Mall back home I would pick up their Peanut Butter Smidgens to take home....I had to eat them fast or my father would take quick care of them. ><

Is it me or are people in the States more like...strung out looking?

I've been experimenting with tea's, I've never really been much of a tea drinker since I've only had that icky bland tea and never liked it. I'm starting to enjoy some of the herbal types as well as bengal spice, I'm also forcing myself to drink green tea since it's so good for you.

Yesterday, I finally decided to get into contact with a friend I haven't talked to in almost 4 years. Laziness and preoccupation with my own, pathetic life at the time made me forget to keep in touch. Hopefully she'll still be living at home and get the letter I sent her. I figured I would write her and tell her I'm kind of in another country for a bit and will be calling from a really weird looking number hehe. I know her mother watches the caller id and won't answer if she doesn't know who it is. (Thanks you asshole telemarketers.)

Other than that, life is dull, I've been playing a lot of WoW since the expansion is so darn good. Hoping to get back into raiding with leftovers
once I hit 80 and get some more dungeons finished. I'm currently level 79 ^_^ After I'm done with my druid, I'll be getting my priest leveled to 80 in my off time. (She's level 54 atm.) I'm planning to keep the driud as Moonkin once I have another character to heal with. I <3 healing for some reason......and people seem to like my healing.......so I made a healy priest after wanting to smash my head into my computer screen due to the horrible tanks that can't keep the aggro off when tanking multiple targets.(<--- run on oh baby!) Fade will make me happy. >< Healing as druid is what made me kind of not do Heroics much....too many "meh" tanks out there (I pug) who don't seem to get that we have nothing to get hate off.
In raids I'm happy as a clam though. Leftovers has some really knowledgeable people, so it's a pleasure to raid with them. That and not having to deal with guild drama....I'm so glad we jumped ship on our old server. :).

Oh yeah, and I'm an Aunt now. =/ Have a Nephew that I'll probably never meet. Not going to sugar coat it, I don't like my family and having something to do with any of the people (except my father) automatically makes every leech come out of the woodwork. Don't feel like dealing with my mother/step father/his two children from his other marriage (<--especially them)/ and all the random disgusting leeches that run rampant in "Mother's" side of the family.

Communism

2008-11-05T21:03:16Z

I almost spit up my drink watching this. Kids in the Hall yet again.

It reminds me of the yahoos who don't even know what Communism is, and throw the word around as an insult.....=/

We won!

2008-11-05T04:20:22Z

We won.

I never thought I would see an African American president in my life time.

My hat goes off to you Obama.

In America!

2008-11-03T14:43:40Z

Kid's in the Hall is awesome hehe.

unlike me

2008-11-03T05:36:56Z

Lately, I find myself getting freaked out at the concept of death..

Now, I've learned to deal with it in life and such, and I'm very down to earth in my beliefs. I don't EXPECT something after this, but it would certainly be great if there was.

How does one deal with these thoughts?

It's such a weird feeling knowing that someday you will cease to exist. Odd thing to accept.

Anyway, I'll stop being a downer hehe.

WotLK spasms

2008-10-15T20:20:05Z

Soooooo! World of Warcraft has released the huge ass patch just before the expansion.....Blizzard is god when it comes to marketing hehe, if they started dealing crack we would all be in trouble. (To quote Austin)

Leave it to them to give us or little taste of the expansion, and make us wait 1 more month! :P

Sooo, horde side, which I haven't had much chance to explore yet....I popped on my alt over on Bronzebeard (WoW ladies server!!!) and the first place I went was to see if Sylvanas got her makeover yet. She did. Looks wicked (as she did in all the gazillion screen shots I've seen of her in the last few weeks). I really like what they did with her, very unique.

Over on my main, I, of course, went straight to the hairdresser. Very disappointed with the selection (you better add new ones bliz! *shakes fist*). Ugly hairstyles that don't fit a night elf at all. Blood elf hairstyles on a night elf...the're just too muscular for it...=/ (yes, even the females) It just doesn't fit their face or ears. So I changed my hairstyle to a random one to get the credit for it and switched it back to how she always looked. After that, I explored the new harbor in Stormwind. Large area >< very nice!

After this, server farts, implodes, explodes, farts and burps some more, and goes down for emergency maint. hehe. It's a HUGE patch (1.2 gigs), and I was expecting WAY more problems then they had. Also, downloading that patch took 3 hours....ffxi updates took hours, upon hours, for small patches because of their shitty download system.....I would always just wait until the day after the update to start it, was just a giant headache if you didn't. I prefer the Blizzard downloader hands down.

Now to spend my next month trying to get all my discoveries and achievments (any I can possibly do) before the x-pac.

:P

See ya till monday

2008-10-10T16:05:01Z

In about three hours, we're off to Kingston for Canadian Thanksgiving.
Won't go into how I've been feeling the last few days, because, frankly it's bad hehe.

Anyway, when we're there perhaps his uncle can figure out how to get the fucking license plate replaced finally. Yes, I STILL have the old one on. I've been driving around with the new one in the car with all the new and old registration in case I get pulled over. I'm not comfortable with hanging it with wire and such, so eh...

It's pretty bad when the mechanic at Canadian Tire laughs at how its put on. It's welded in and that sucker isn't coming off unless something drastic is done (so far at least.). When he said the word "Blow Torch" and "pain may strip" I decided against it. Little too drastic of a measure to get it off.

I figure, we can smash it off it all else fails. Put the new plate on and drill two new holes into the car (ugh..but whatever) since the plate, for some reason is only held on using the two holes. If Austin's uncle can't do it, I'll be taking it to the dealer to finally get the fucker off.

I have to remind myself to slug my father the next time I see him. (joking hehe) It's such a long chain of annoying events starting with him using ductape on my sticker (to make sure it didn't slip out of a sealed envelope...o_O His heart is in the right place, but I don't know where the hell his brain is.......><) He was out of normal tape....used...ductape....package got to me, I take duct taped off and half the sticker comes off with it. I supposed I could have just left the sticker like that but I cross the border and didn't want to make it look bad so I ordered a new one. The twat DMV sends me a new plate.....and they put all my registration on this new one...so I have to switch plates. (I know I did not fill out the plate form because you had to have a notary or something sign it as well...so what the fuck...=/)

So yeah. Mazada protege plates are tough fuckers to get off....=/

Now to hope nothing happens to Kingston (or from for that matter) and see if I can get it fixed.. ><

This is so embarassing to explain to people, and looks weird as it's PA plates in Canada....<<

oye...

On and end note....why the hell do I always have facial mess up when I have somewhere to go where I want to impress the people. I have a pimple....of all things, on my chin, I NEVER get pimples......it's always when I have somewhere to go where I want to look flawless....=/ (I have very very clear facial skin, Austin says I have a doll face....I beg to differ but the skin is similar....pale and rosey cheeked haha! I HATE that...><) Then while plucking my eyebrows earlier, I scratched my face with the tweezers somehow, so now I have a scratch on my cheek.....

meh....